Pagan
It rarely happened that Pagan MacKenzie - a colonel in the New Munster Army - allowed herself to think about her future and the years she had still left. While it was true that she owned the uniform that gave her permission to kill for the county, in her core she was but a warrior, a drunkard and a rogue. She had belonged to the Imleach 2nd regiment for about seven or eight months and her career there had been like a shooting star. And now she had a regiment of her own. But Pagan hadn't achieved the rank for free. The Laighean war and about half a dozen dangerous missions after it had lifted her to the top. She had never cared to count how many people she had killed during her time in the army, possibly because she instinctively knew that the number would be terribly high - too high, and the attempt to lower that number might cost her her life. In her profession life often depended on who made the first strike so that the opponent couldn't get any chance at all. A soldier couldn't always follow the dueling rules of the arena, even though the desire to give her opponent a fair chance had often nearly cost her her life.
But on that night Pagan had to think. She thought about that fraction of a second that decided who lives and who dies. It was not about anything as stupid as who deserved to die, nor who would benefit the society more if they lived. No, it was all about time, and time is neutral.
Only eight minutes ago she had killed a man.
Pagan had encountered her as planned - in a dark alley that lead to the back door of the hostel. She had stood there in the dark waiting for the sound of footsteps. And they came... closer and closer. When Pagan saw the silhouette she stepped in the middle of the street and said one single word. She saw how the dark figure startled and his elbow swung. By then Pagan had already drawn her own sword, a present from Kadie she carried sheathed on her belt. There was a short but heated exchange of blows before her sword impaled the man and the figure in front of her fell down without making a sound.
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But on that night Pagan had to think. She thought about that fraction of a second that decided who lives and who dies. It was not about anything as stupid as who deserved to die, nor who would benefit the society more if they lived. No, it was all about time, and time is neutral.
Only eight minutes ago she had killed a man.
Pagan had encountered her as planned - in a dark alley that lead to the back door of the hostel. She had stood there in the dark waiting for the sound of footsteps. And they came... closer and closer. When Pagan saw the silhouette she stepped in the middle of the street and said one single word. She saw how the dark figure startled and his elbow swung. By then Pagan had already drawn her own sword, a present from Kadie she carried sheathed on her belt. There was a short but heated exchange of blows before her sword impaled the man and the figure in front of her fell down without making a sound.
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