Destini
In the hopes that he would not see through her lie, Destini did not meet Allan's eyes when she answered his question. "I'm fine." Even as she said the words, she knew it was abundantly clear she was not. She silently prayed to Jah that Allan would not press the matter. She wanted to finish this business. She needed to finish this. Allan would not let her continue if she was not fine. So, for the moment, at least, Destini was 'fine'.
Instead of focusing on herself, she turned the conversation to what Allan had said about the counties. "'Civil War,' hm? Allan, this is Eire. I donae know how much time ye spent here before I met ye at Oddman an' Airiana's weddin', but 'on-the-brink-o'-civil-war' is the way 'tis here in Eire. 'Tis the status quo. Always has been an' prolly always will be.
"I believe the king o' Eire, if he is a good man, as Zan was ..." here, she paused to collect herself. A part of her still couldn't believe he was gone. She bit her bottom lip and focused her mind before continuing. "A good sovereign will have a hard time if he tries to rule. If he does nothin' but keep the throne from the hands o' criminals, then he has done enough. This isnae England, Allan. The people here donae believe in a monarchy. An' they will tear the throne an' each other apart if a good monarch tries to govern."
A chill ran down her spine as another thought occurred to her. "I shudder to think what a criminal in the place o' king could accomplish. An' I pray to Jah it doesnae come to pass ...."
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Instead of focusing on herself, she turned the conversation to what Allan had said about the counties. "'Civil War,' hm? Allan, this is Eire. I donae know how much time ye spent here before I met ye at Oddman an' Airiana's weddin', but 'on-the-brink-o'-civil-war' is the way 'tis here in Eire. 'Tis the status quo. Always has been an' prolly always will be.
"I believe the king o' Eire, if he is a good man, as Zan was ..." here, she paused to collect herself. A part of her still couldn't believe he was gone. She bit her bottom lip and focused her mind before continuing. "A good sovereign will have a hard time if he tries to rule. If he does nothin' but keep the throne from the hands o' criminals, then he has done enough. This isnae England, Allan. The people here donae believe in a monarchy. An' they will tear the throne an' each other apart if a good monarch tries to govern."
A chill ran down her spine as another thought occurred to her. "I shudder to think what a criminal in the place o' king could accomplish. An' I pray to Jah it doesnae come to pass ...."
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