--.elias.
It was true. I had not sent been selected for shin training. Though I had been in Faheud's service far longer than Brightpoint, he had been sent and I had not.
But there was more to it than that.
I chuckle bitterly. Snide amusement colors my tone as I speak. "Your selection for shin training is not the high honor you seem to think it is!" I point out to him with a scornful laugh. "Do you know how close you were to being like me? Dismissed with dishonor from Faheud's service? Your inability to follow directions got you sent away to learn discipline, not your ... supposed virtues."
It is, of course, that same knowledge of Brightpoint's lack of dicipline that tells me how far he will go for his answers. But then, that was before his shin training.
Again, I try to look over my shoulder at him. This confrontation would be so much more satisfying if I could see his face ... which is precisely why he doesn't allow it. I know this. I was taught that same as he was. "Tell me, Brightpoint. How much of your discipline is more of a hindrance than a help in this situation? How far can you apply your methods before you have to stop for morality's sake?" I spit the word morality at him. Personally, I never had much use for the term.
Smirking, I turn to face the bare, stone wall before me. He may not realize it yet, but I have already won. "I'll tell you nothing."
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But there was more to it than that.
I chuckle bitterly. Snide amusement colors my tone as I speak. "Your selection for shin training is not the high honor you seem to think it is!" I point out to him with a scornful laugh. "Do you know how close you were to being like me? Dismissed with dishonor from Faheud's service? Your inability to follow directions got you sent away to learn discipline, not your ... supposed virtues."
It is, of course, that same knowledge of Brightpoint's lack of dicipline that tells me how far he will go for his answers. But then, that was before his shin training.
Again, I try to look over my shoulder at him. This confrontation would be so much more satisfying if I could see his face ... which is precisely why he doesn't allow it. I know this. I was taught that same as he was. "Tell me, Brightpoint. How much of your discipline is more of a hindrance than a help in this situation? How far can you apply your methods before you have to stop for morality's sake?" I spit the word morality at him. Personally, I never had much use for the term.
Smirking, I turn to face the bare, stone wall before me. He may not realize it yet, but I have already won. "I'll tell you nothing."
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