Destini
Jah, silence those damn bells. Each chime of the bells along the docks was like a blacksmith's hot nail through her skull. Come to think of it, the blacksmith down the street wasn't much help either. She opened her eyes a sliver. The broad daylight burned through the window and pierced her vision like a firey brand. She winced and shut her eyes again, moaning in pain. Bad idea. Even her own voice was excruciatingly loud. What torture was this? Had Richard turned on them despite his words to the contrary? What did he want? She'd tell him anything to get him to stop this pain.
The thought occurred to her slowly like a tendril of smoke wafts in a still afternoon. No, not Richard. Alcohol. The drinking the night before. Dear Jah! She'd never experienced a hangover this severe before. She pulled a pillow over her head to muffle the sounds outside and block the sunlight.
It was at that moment that she realized Allan wasn't beside her. They had gone to bed together, hadn't they? Or had she dreamed that? No, the pillow smelled like him. Her belt pinched her waist and she moved to a more comfortable position. Jah, she'd fallen asleep without even dressing for bed. Ok, maybe not fallen asleep. More like passed out. Oh, Jah, what would Allan think of her now?
She had to get up. It was midmorning already and they had a lot to do today. Slowly, she removed the pillow and pushed the comforter aside. Her eyes still closed, she pushed herself to a seated position on the edge of the bed. She sat there a moment, acclimating herself to her over-sensory surroundings before attempting to open her eyes.
The act of lifting her eyelids was difficult for two reasons. She had braced herself for the brightness of the light. But her lids were also swollen from crying the night before. Alberic. There was a weight of sorrow at his memory.
She looked about the room and found it empty. Where was Allan? She saw her shoes beside the door. At least she hadn't slept in them, too. Clumsily putting her shoes on, she made her way downstairs to find Allan.
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The thought occurred to her slowly like a tendril of smoke wafts in a still afternoon. No, not Richard. Alcohol. The drinking the night before. Dear Jah! She'd never experienced a hangover this severe before. She pulled a pillow over her head to muffle the sounds outside and block the sunlight.
It was at that moment that she realized Allan wasn't beside her. They had gone to bed together, hadn't they? Or had she dreamed that? No, the pillow smelled like him. Her belt pinched her waist and she moved to a more comfortable position. Jah, she'd fallen asleep without even dressing for bed. Ok, maybe not fallen asleep. More like passed out. Oh, Jah, what would Allan think of her now?
She had to get up. It was midmorning already and they had a lot to do today. Slowly, she removed the pillow and pushed the comforter aside. Her eyes still closed, she pushed herself to a seated position on the edge of the bed. She sat there a moment, acclimating herself to her over-sensory surroundings before attempting to open her eyes.
The act of lifting her eyelids was difficult for two reasons. She had braced herself for the brightness of the light. But her lids were also swollen from crying the night before. Alberic. There was a weight of sorrow at his memory.
She looked about the room and found it empty. Where was Allan? She saw her shoes beside the door. At least she hadn't slept in them, too. Clumsily putting her shoes on, she made her way downstairs to find Allan.
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