Lilith_
She listened to him speak, letting his words pierce through her ears and inside her. They had such a warm resonance, a firm, yet warm tone. Lili loved the sound of it and she kept smiling as she listened. That tone seemed so familiar and made her feel safe. The same surroundings but with different company, her heart stopped inside her throath for a moment and a violent flashback made her freeze. She felt her hands cold and motionless and shut her eyes as she recognised an old forgotten feeling stirring inside her again. It seemed to stumble upon her in wild gallop, she clenched her fists under the table and swallowed hard, opening her eyes and taking a breath. She told herself she would make sure it didn't happen again. Not this time. It should be different.
She stretched her hand and leaned forward to take her glass and took a greedy gulp for courage. She was afraid, still she felt unsure, still she was afraid to allow herself a little happiness again. But maybe she was mistaken. Her thoughts ran inside her head and she took another deep breath, deciding to try and sort things out another time. She should enjoy the night and the company. Still some wounds had not yet been healed and ignoring them proved to have been the wrong decision.
She composed herself and tried another smile. She would be happy to enjoy Xall's company in Egremont, there was something about him that made her smile, in a certain way that she feared the most. She would just have to be careful not to let herself slip...and fall.
She nodded at him and answered "Aye, I did, I have not many memories about our parents, I was still very young when we lost them, but my first memories are from Egremont, the lake especially. I seem to have always had a strange fascination with that lake." She smiled " But I do think you will see why soon enough."
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Baronet of Egremont. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJgQVkaxFYM
She stretched her hand and leaned forward to take her glass and took a greedy gulp for courage. She was afraid, still she felt unsure, still she was afraid to allow herself a little happiness again. But maybe she was mistaken. Her thoughts ran inside her head and she took another deep breath, deciding to try and sort things out another time. She should enjoy the night and the company. Still some wounds had not yet been healed and ignoring them proved to have been the wrong decision.
She composed herself and tried another smile. She would be happy to enjoy Xall's company in Egremont, there was something about him that made her smile, in a certain way that she feared the most. She would just have to be careful not to let herself slip...and fall.
She nodded at him and answered "Aye, I did, I have not many memories about our parents, I was still very young when we lost them, but my first memories are from Egremont, the lake especially. I seem to have always had a strange fascination with that lake." She smiled " But I do think you will see why soon enough."
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Baronet of Egremont. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJgQVkaxFYM