Neonea
The man offered coins back to me, and I looked at him with a half concerned look on my face. I almost told him that those weren't for me, they were for the tender for some milk. Under my clothes, my stomach growled with hunger and I carefully ignored it. Angel blue eyes gazed up at Kelster as he introduced himself. Somewhere in the back of my head, I heard my papa's voice telling me to remember my manners. As easy as it was to hear his voice in my memory, I smiled brightly again up at the man, and it only grew as he continued to mention that the food was free. So as I accepted back my coins, my stomach growled again as if it had a mind of it's own, and it was telling me, I was real hungry. He offered for me to sit with his friends and family too. My smile grew sad but somehow remained happy too as I nodded brightly. I was excited. So much in fact, that I forgot to even tell him my name as my tiny voice told him my desire."Oh, could I, may I, 'ave some um warm milk, in a big glass? I can hold it. Oi've got big girl hands, see?" above all, I loved milk the most, and I showed him my hands, dirty and blistered from extra work I'd picked up for just a little extra gold. I wasn't showing him my sores, but more that I had hands that weren't the hands of a baby. I thought about food secondly, and as I thought, my lower lip sucked in, then so did my top lip as I pinned them between my teeth and lost myself in the thought of food. "Oi'd really like some stew with some meat...?" I knew meat was expensive, and until the moment, it was out of question.
Pheobe had come to the bar and ordered, disregarding me. I looked back at Kelster, and shrugged my shoulders, "If not, that's olright too, cause I like bread too a lot. Please?" I looked over to the group, and caught the eye of Lilith.
My tired mind played tricks on me, forced me to see someone who wasn't there, and for a moment, I squeaked and left Kelsters side, my heart shaped face brightening with excitement as I neared the table. I bounced in my step and held back from running. "Jaid!" I cried out, "I thought you left me..I knew you wouldn't though. I just kn--" I trailed off when I blinked back the swelling tears of happiness that had begun to blur my vision. Of course, when it cleared, the woman was talking to the man aside of her, and she was definitely not Jaid. In fact, all they had in common was paled skin and dark hair. I stopped in mid step and felt my face get hot. I bit the corners of my mouth and shrugged my shoulders to my ears to hide their burning, but it was obvious I was embarrassed for I was as red as a tomato. At that moment, I had hoped I could turn around and walk back to the man, pretend it never happened.
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I sing in joy of my new baby brother and sister!
Pheobe had come to the bar and ordered, disregarding me. I looked back at Kelster, and shrugged my shoulders, "If not, that's olright too, cause I like bread too a lot. Please?" I looked over to the group, and caught the eye of Lilith.
My tired mind played tricks on me, forced me to see someone who wasn't there, and for a moment, I squeaked and left Kelsters side, my heart shaped face brightening with excitement as I neared the table. I bounced in my step and held back from running. "Jaid!" I cried out, "I thought you left me..I knew you wouldn't though. I just kn--" I trailed off when I blinked back the swelling tears of happiness that had begun to blur my vision. Of course, when it cleared, the woman was talking to the man aside of her, and she was definitely not Jaid. In fact, all they had in common was paled skin and dark hair. I stopped in mid step and felt my face get hot. I bit the corners of my mouth and shrugged my shoulders to my ears to hide their burning, but it was obvious I was embarrassed for I was as red as a tomato. At that moment, I had hoped I could turn around and walk back to the man, pretend it never happened.
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I sing in joy of my new baby brother and sister!