This brief missive arrived at Kel's Bells Tavern for Kel, and Hikenai had carefully written copies addressed to him, as well, which were carried to Wallace Castle and to town hall.
Penrith, Cumberland
25 May 1458
Kelster,
Imagine my dismay, my alarm, confusion and now growing anger, with each moment that passes. I arrived in Penrith, and as Cait and her retinue journeyed on to join my cousin, Black Nick Kelly Douglas in Keswick, a curious feeling passed over me, for I could not understand the destination. Why not continue on to Carlisle? Allow the 5th to join us there? For I wanted to fight with the Brotherhood, for all I have resigned from the ranks.
Kelster, I joined the Regent then and received the shock of my life.
The Blood Oath Brotherhood
has no army in Carlisle at the moment!
The sinking feeling I had when Cait and the retinue left me in Penrith, and continued to Keswick, suddenly intensified as I read Prince Jack's words to me.
As I entered Cumberland I was encouraged by the loyalty, the bravery, determination and resolve from those traveling along side me, for we picked up more men, women, boys and girls each day, Kelster. But their numbers cannot console me, when I look to Cumberland and see no Blood Oath Brotherhood standard raised on the horizon!
Jah rue the day we face our enemy on English soil for the first time, and mine is the only Blood Oath Brotherhood sword raised! And I, a resigned member, do honor my de Peche ancestors with my stand at Carlisle.
Jah Save our King and Bless England with a MIGHTY Victory!
Should we never see each other again in this life, know I loved you with my dying breath, and that I fought to the end to save England and the life we have found here, my darling. Kelster, you are the love of my life, the man I thought I would never find in this kingdom, where so many seek and seek yet never know the peace and contentment we share. Know that I will look for you, Jah willing, on the field, when the battle is over.
Your faithful wife,
Hikenai
After Hikenai had given the messenger three copies of this same missive, and paid him generously for his services, she watched him stride quickly down the hall of the hostel where she was resting before she continued on to Carlisle.
Hikenai closed the door of the dark little room in which she had a bed, a wash stand and basin, with a pitcher of water standing next to a pewter mug. She dropped down upon the bed, put her face in her hands, and thought of her brother Paddy, her cousin, Nick. Where were they? Why was Nick in Keswick recruiting there? He could recruit in Carlisle where they would meet the enemy. No one coming to Cumberland to fight was going to make a side trip to Keswick to join the BOB when they could roll on down the road to Carlisle!
Hikenai took even breaths, tried to calm herself, and cast about in her mind for reasons the Brotherhood armies were so long in coming. She did not want to face her worst fears, for she could not bear betrayal in any form.
She had heard it said 'all's fair in love and war'. She shook her head sadly. It certainly seemed true, but that did not make it acceptable to Hikenai. She reflected a moment on her fears, and should they be realized, what did that say for love? Familial love?
She had been so proud to be recognized as a de Peche. She had been deliriously happy to know her siblings and extended family. Now, she felt what she faced in Carlisle was some sort of family gauntlet, much as the one she had faced in Chester had been, when Chrisius and Misty left the Blood Oath Brotherhood.
Have I lost my mind, through lack of faith in family, in the Brotherhood, the mission and codex of our forefathers, through fear of being outnumbered in the 11th hour? Hikenai chided herself.
There was time, her Brotherhood comrades would arrive to fight the good fight at Carlisle.
There was time. They could still arrive....surely
no news was
good news......surely....they would come.....
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Wife to Kelster Wallace, Baroness of Hawkshead, Viscountess of Whitehaven